~\\.i lOVe yOu.//~pHaMiE's lOVE iS aLl UrS~

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Thursday, August 10, 2006

CURRENT MUSIC THAT DESCRIBES MY SITUATION:

WHO KNEW

[PINK]

~Lyrics~

You took my hand

You showed me how

You promised me you'd be around

Uh huh That's right

I took your words And I believed

In everything You said to me

Yeah huh That's right

If someone said three years from now

You'd be long gone

I'd stand up and punch them up

Cause they're all wrong

I know better

Cause you said forever And ever

Who knew

Remember when we were such fools

And so convinced and just too cool

Oh no No no I wish I could touch you again

I wish I could still call you friend

I'd give anything

When someone said count your blessings now

For they're long gone

I guess I just didn't know how I was all wrong

They knew better

Still you said forever And ever

Who knew

Yeah yeah I'll keep you locked in my head

Until we meet again

Until we Until we meet again

And I won't forget you my friend

What happened

If someone said three years from now

You'd be long gone

I'd stand up and punch them out

Cause they're all wrong and That last kiss I'll cherish

Until we meet again

And time makes It harder I wish I could remember

But I keep Your memory

You visit me in my sleep

My darling

Who knew

My darling

Who knew

My darling

I miss you

My darling

Who knew

URL: http://www.thegreatkaraaa.com/Images/mp/PinkWhoKnew.mp3

oh lovely hearts, won't you stay??
8/10/2006 02:37:00 PM

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HI~

I'LL HAVE A TRIP TO CALIFORNIA.

WILL BE GONE FOR A WEEK.

I have something to confess... i haven't been working out this past few days.

And worst of all,my appetite seems to get bigger.

I eat often than i ever before.

O_O man this is bad.

However, my dad seems not to care about all this things.

-___- wow.very cool.......indeed.

So anyway,I've already told you guys about the school transfer and all.

But now i want to share how i felt about it.

If i express how every feelings i have--- it'll probably take 10 pages..

so i'm only gonna tell how i feel about letting go of M&M

in a sentence or two

"..It's hard,very hard to let go someone that you promise you would cling on forever,and when the times comes where you have no choice but to let go of him..how would you do it?.."

That is basically the feeling i felt whenever i think about him..

so sad;; :[[ I don't even know if i'll get over it...

oh lovely hearts, won't you stay??
8/10/2006 02:26:00 PM

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Saturday, August 05, 2006

New post.....new story.....sad story...
Abawt 2 deyz.. ag0.. i answered an unexpected telephone call ..
>.> and that phonecall..........change meh life.......... forever,,,

Ok stop the drama and let me explain what i'm talking about. Well, I got transferred to another school.......Which means i won't see meh bestfriends,friends,buddies,and worst of all meh crush anymore......

Well meh new school is Jefferson middle school
Which is a few meters away from meh house...so i can walk there and back home...

Here's a picture::

Here's my schedule:

1. 7:50 – 8:32 P.E. / Encore
2. 8:36 – 9:18 P.E. / Encore
3. 9:22 – 10:06 Core Class
4. 10:09 – 10:53 Core Class
5. 10:56 – 11:42 Core Class
6. 11:46 – 12:29 FLEX
7. 12:32 – 1:02 LUNCH
8. 1:06 – 1:49 Core Class
9. 1:52 – 2:35 Core Class (Homeroom)

Here's our Encore classes: {I'll go to every one of this classes throughout the year)
7th: Art, Drama, Music, Science Lab, World Cultures (Rotation)

Here's out Flex classes: (I'm only going to only one flex class,and that's band class)
Band / Strings / Enrichment / Support / Spanish (8th) / AVID (6/7th

And speaking of Band Class...My teacher Will be
Mr. Joe wolfe.. and Band room will be located on room 111~

Here are the list of possible teachers i might get this year:
(Not including encore/flex teachers)

Jackie Baxter
Dee Anna Bonds
Amos Lee
Alice Lee
Mallory Morris
Jan Niccum
Jill Cappa
Rick Carr
Jeff Jakob
Jacki Keller
Jennifer White

Well guys,.I think that's enough information i can share with you with this school for now

So wish me luck ok?

:))

oh lovely hearts, won't you stay??
8/05/2006 06:41:00 PM

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Monday, July 31, 2006

crap..... i did it again!

I forgot to post on my blog for a week [[again]]!

I am deeply sorry guys, i've been stuck on that gaia site the whole day.

saving some gold and doing some crappy quests.

if you have gaia,ya know wat i mean.

sooooo anyway-- i can't believe school will start in less than a month-.

wow finally.I can't wait to see meh precious bestfriends.

but i don't miss them------ just a bit.

But i do miss meh crush,!!and i stilllllllll love him even if i didn't see him for 3 months :3

I just hope he didn't dyed his hair in some weird color and make it long...O_O

No--- he never does that.. He always takes a haircut like every week. >.> seriously.

Ermmm Oh btw- i have a new haircut!It could've look heavenly if

my hair was straight-- but it's exactly the opposite.

My hair ishh really wavy and thick!! ---

I hate it!! Girls in meh family hate our hair.

Haiiish--- I wanna rebond meh hair--- but my mom won't let me

she said, i might be bald or something....

Well but she did let my sis have a rebound---

>.> darn it. i hope i can get some too.

oh in case you ppl don't know, our trip to california is just 2 weeks away.

We'll only stay there for like 5 days or so--- And i'm gonna missssssss this computer--

and the stuff i do with this...

so sorry guys!-- But don't worry, if school starts, i still have some time to use the computer!weee.. and i can probably post more often here ^^..ayt??

ok that's all for now guys---cha!

oh lovely hearts, won't you stay??
7/31/2006 04:50:00 PM

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Monday, July 24, 2006

O-m-Goshez!-- it's been an awfully l0ng tim3 since i last posted

I almost forgot my username [[=.=]]

I've been really bz --doin some unneccesary stuff--- nah mean??

well anyways-- summer's almost over

it's a HURRAY! for me--+lol+

But i'm not yet -ready- to go to school

cuz i'm still chubby :p

lolololol

---so---

what can i talk about??

Nothing's much have been going on

I still missed [love] m&ms

there's not way i'll forget about him .

I'm still emo

but i smile in some occasions

I get lost in my mind -a lot-

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[=-FORGIVE ME FOR BEING EMO-=]

oh lovely hearts, won't you stay??
7/24/2006 03:09:00 PM

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Thursday, June 29, 2006

++_``{{hEY hEY hEY!!}}``__++
""tHERe'S 10 tHInGS i'M ReAlLy pissEd OFf FrOm yEsTeRday -to- TOdAY""

[`1`]. I got 0 (zero) profile views --- everybody hates me T__T
[`2`] I forgot to post yesterday
[`3`] I forget to get M&m's picture from my friend yesterday --this pisses me off soooooooooooooo bad!--
[`4`] I can't find my ipod-- in other words,i lost it -.-
[`5`]I didn't go to chuch last sunday -.- cuz my mom has a damn headache... ---- so i didn't see M&m.... (T_T)
[`6`] I'm not the person i wanted to be no matter how hard i try
[`7`] My hair is sooo......ugly -.- ...i mean,it doesn't have style. -.- and i hate the colors too
[`8`] My dad is not going somewhere tomorrow, so i won't have any chance to use the computer..
[`9`] My mom throw my favorite food -.- and she won't let me buy another one
[`10`] I only have 2 minutes to use the pc

ok so that's the 10 things that ticks me off today... there will be more soon..

ok tata now.. i have to go to the bathroom -.-

oh lovely hearts, won't you stay??
6/29/2006 06:13:00 PM

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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

__..//HeLlO, eVerY0Ne..x-- I MAdE suM

--nEW X.eM0.x pIcCiES AgAin.//

--[[GoSH,i'M B3InG A cAm wh0Re lAtelY..

=``[i_DiD'T_EvEn_ReALizEd_iT]``=

_I'vE beEn pUtTiNg mOrE eYeliner tOo..

+++SiGNs OF BEiNg [EmO]

[[__mE__]]

--yEAh,tHis bITCh iS an eMo``..//

````--sIdEVIEW--``....

--[[sImPlY..//xeMoX//..]]--

wELlL...tHat;'S AlL fOR Now.TATa

oh lovely hearts, won't you stay??
6/27/2006 01:55:00 PM

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Monday, June 26, 2006

______hello_____

_________Hey, I'm emo ;;;; [-again-]_______

______pardon my crying heart____

______well,sorry but i don't have any stories to post today___

___well,but i still have a thousand tears to shed___

_____i won't be suprise if i started crying blood___

___sounds creepy?..well emo loves me___

____``&`` e.x.m.x.o is l+o+v+e___

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//__xX.say my word__x.x//

_iT'S mE_

>>___EMO___<<

""..DEfInD uRselF...""

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WORDS THAT DON'T FIT TOGETHER

THAT IS WHAT I AM. I AM BROKEN AND FALLEN APART. I AM DIFFERENT AND DOESN'T TO ANYBODY. I AM AN OUTCAST. REJECTED BY THE WORLD. LOST IN MY OWN OBLIVIOUS MIND. I AM TERRIFIED AND LOST. I WANNA REACH IN TO SOMETHING. SOMETHING THAT WOULD PULL ME OUT OF MY CRAZY MIND. I AM BECOMMING EMO. HELP ME....

I CAN'T SEEM TO GET OUT...

PLEASE TAKE MY HEART... I DON'T WANT IT ANYMORE.

I AM BECOMMING EMO. I WOULD DRAIN ALL MY BLOOD FOR YOU.

I AM BECOMMING EMO. I DON'T LET OTHERS CHOOSE WHO I AM. I SPEAK FOR MYSELF

I AM BECOMMING EMO.

HELP ME

I CAN'T SEEM TO GET OUT

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oh lovely hearts, won't you stay??
6/26/2006 06:59:00 PM

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+__``eMo sIde tRigGeReD``_+

[[x..0nce aga1n h3ll0 mah bitches..x]]

__ look at the gif i made 2 minutes ago__

-- i wAS bEiNG ReAlLy .-EmO.tic.- --

___pLz wAtch it././ it =only= has `4` fram3s___

[EMO0NcE AGAiN -- My hEarT mALfUCTiOnEMO]

**-- mEsS wItH Me?--**

::''iDoN'TcARE''::

___I'm alrEADy mEsSeD uP__

__Mah.//hEart.//iS sUMwHeRE In D RoAD.//lOoKIng -&- ScReAMInG .//xx__

oh lovely hearts, won't you stay??
6/26/2006 06:53:00 PM

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